Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Did he win or lose?

It was all over. The loneliness of living in a room for 25 years.Looking at the four walls dawn to night. All the struggles to stay alive. Everything came to an end.
All the years of reading had made him wiser than any other person of his age.He must have had a dream of seeing the outside world one day. He must have been the only one who knew that the end was nearing. The cruel fact that he was born paralysed and couldnt move below his waist and all the diseases he was born with, did not prevent him from his quest for knowledge and his zest for life. He knew about everything going around in the colourful world outside through his younger brother (my friend) who gave him a detailed account of the day's happenings and his mother who looked after him like the pupil in her eye. She opened up a gate to the outside world through the books she brought home from the library where she worked as a librarian.
It was late night when I reached the house and there everything was ready for the funeral.His mother and brother had no expressions at all. They knew it could happen any day.But it would take years for them to accept the fact.His father was sitting alone at a corner staring straight into darkness. After the funeral trying to console my friend, I walked to the gate of the house as I had to catch my return bus in time. Someone sitting in the porch was talking aloud to another person who had just arrived on the scene."Hey, Its long since we have met. How is your family? When are you going back? How many days leave did u get?"Suddenly I wanted to get out of the place as quickly as possible. I walked faster to get my bus in time. I was lost in thought. I couln't understand the paradox called life.Did he win or lose? Did he lose this precious existence called life or did he win by escaping this prison called life.
Anyway may him rest in peace.

7 Comments:

Blogger Keshi said...

is this a true story? So sad!

**Did he lose this precious existence called life or did he win by escaping this prison called life.

I think he won. Cos he lived as much as he could and thats a winner!


Keshi.

January 23, 2007 3:37 PM  
Blogger dinkan said...

keshy: thanx for your comments...yeah its a true story

January 23, 2007 9:33 PM  
Blogger Keshi said...

:*( SO very sad!

Keshi.

January 24, 2007 5:03 PM  
Blogger Priyankari said...

Very touching story...Everybody has to die one day, or escape the prison called life, but its how he has lived his days while alive is what decides his win or loss- the courage and hope with which ur brother has lead his life surely makes him a winner, knowing his fate he still had the hope of knowing the outside world...Here's a quote from my recent blog which I feel is really appropriate here:
"If the rain breaking on a rooftop can still lull you to sleep, then you still have hope...

If the sight of a rainbow still makes you stop and stare in wonder, then you still have hope..."

And a person with such a hope certainly is a hero...

January 28, 2007 10:19 PM  
Blogger aria said...

Very touching ..
There is not much that I can say .. life has strange ways .. but such people have their own motivating forces .. and more often than not .. their zest is stronger than the usual people ..
We can all learn from a life like this .. surely he is a winner ..

February 9, 2007 9:25 AM  
Blogger aria said...

Aren't you going to update? I went through your other scribbles on rediff .. they were wonderful .. but you don't seem to update them either ..
Do keep writing.. :)

June 1, 2007 1:53 AM  
Anonymous Britany said...

Good for people to know.

November 12, 2008 12:39 AM  

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